“I love you”, when did people first come up with this phrase? Does everyone get the same exact feeling towards another person? No one will ever know because you can only experience it on your own. I have had the blessing of experiencing it once, still am thou we are going through a rough patch. But that is the beauty of it. Once its said it can never be undone because you will always feel that way. Thinking about it made me realize that it can be a curse as well. Saying it means that you have intense feelings towards a person that will never go away, but what if something happens and that person -your person- is no longer there? Can you live with it? I myself believe that it would be the literal translation of torture from feelings to words. I have been in a relationship for the past six months with the man that I’m sure I want to marry. I’ve known that since the moment we started flirting in biology class. And I still feel that way, but its him whom I fear is doubting his feelings. I can’t say I’ve given him everything because I know there are a couple of secrets that I still have hidden within me. Secrets I don’t think ill ever be ready to share with anyone. But I’m afraid I’m losing him. I don’t know what is going in his head right now because I know I put him in some pretty messy situations, but all I want is for him to trust me. Trust that I love him and that I will never do anything to hurt him. So I really do offer him my deepest apologies and I can only hope that he would accept and decide to give me a second chance. I love you huby

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Behind The Scenes Of Inception

cussing all my teachers for giving me stuff to do in the vacation. i mean seriously who does that? I’ve been sitting here for the past hour wondering how to start my TOK essay, but nothing no thoughts what so ever… damn that writer’s block. And ironically i can’t move on to something else (my art pieces for example) because i am suffering from an artist block as well. But i am not sitting here complaining about everything, i am going to go prepare one of the world’s most mouth watering fried noodles. who knows maybe i’ll go all genius on their asses afterwards.